I am currently in the second last semester in my university and am residing in their hostel. Our female hostel is divided into two. The Mabul and Mantanani which is from the names of island around my state, Sabah of Malaysia or commonly known as The Land Below The Wind. I am in the Mabul block B4, top floor (5th floor) room no.16.
I've entered my room of the second week of my second last semester after moving out of my rental apartment from the previous semester of which I did not get a place in the hostel. At first it was nothing unusual but I sprinkled some Holy Water in the room and the hallway while whispering Saya tidak kacau kau, kau tidak kacau saya which mean "I don't disturb you and you don't disturb me" and some prayers to our Father since I am a Roman Catholic.
All when well until one night a couple of weeks before our study week. First of all, I would like to inform you that I can easily be awaken by the slightest sound unless I am very very tired and I don't get mad at people for more than 24 hours unless they really did me some wrongs. But, during that week, it was not that hectic and everything went well. No fights, No misunderstanding, No nothing. Pretty much you can say that I have no issue to bother with or get angry with at that time. Remember, I have no Hard feelings at all during the whole week.
That night, I was awaken somewhere around 2 am to 3 am in the morning. However, I was not awaken because of a sound. Once I had open my eyes, I suddenly felt a strong feeling of wanting to hit someone, anyone. I felt so angry and frustrated but in my mind, I was thinking of the reason of why I was that angry. Throughout the whole time laying on my bed, I was angry and wanted so much to hit someone. When I tried to move, I was unable. At that point, I thought I might just be experiencing what people call as Sleep Paralysis. For those who do not know what Sleep Paralysis means, it is when your mind is awake but your is still asleep so people tend to think that they have been paralyze due to their inability to move their body.
On to my story, I tried as hard as I can to move but I was unable. Then I remembered some stories from my friends. They say just in case you are experiencing something like what I am experiencing at that time, it may just be because something is pinning you down. And I mean a Ghost. They say, if you can move your body, try moving your pinky finger. So, I did.
But, it was not effective. That is when I felt it. I felt my wrists were actually being held down by someone's hand. And that someone is right on top of my head. So I tried to tilted my head back to look at 'em but I can't seem to tilt it back enough to get a better view. All I was able to see was a dark shadow. (ooh.....forget to mention this, my room even if you have closed the curtains, you can still see things in the room clearly because of the lights from outside.) I have always been able to sense the presence of Ghost but never o be able where or how they are position. But at that time, I felt it so strongly. I can feel that the thing was in a squatting position on top of my head and its hands were pinning me down by the wrist. Not only that, I can feel it was channeling its anger to me. I tried to move my body to get up as much as I can and even tried calling to my other roommates. Even so, despite my voice being loud (from what I hear anyway but I'm pretty sure it was quite loud), they can't seem to be able to hear me. Again I tried over and over.
Since nothing has worked, I tried my prayers. I kept saying it over and over and as loud as I can. I also kept saying Jangan kacau saya which mean Don't disturb me. And then finally, I was able to move and I quickly sit up on my bed and looked behind me to where I have felt and seen the dark shadow. I scanned the entire room while breathing heavily from the fight. But there were nothing there. Being still in shock for getting pinned down by a Ghost for the very first time (I've heard so much stories from my friends about them getting pinned), I reached for my Rosary and wore it and prayed till I fell asleep again.
Even so, the whole time I was praying to fall asleep, I felt it again. I can't see it but I felt it. I can feel that it was still there watching me intensely. Do you know the feeling of being stared at? Well, imagine being stared at so close to you and feeling the chills like something is trying to harm you and influence you.
Okay........so that's the end of my first blog of My Ghost Stories. Remember, when all else fails, God is the best way to solve it. Amen.
My Rosary
The Room
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